英汉互译---简爱

■简介简·爱背负着自然与社会给她的一切不幸，开始了她的人生：她没有双亲，没有钱财，她是（男人世界中的）一个弱女子；雪上加霜的是，她不漂亮。她有着坚强的个性，这使她在世人眼里更加失去了魅力，因为她不会对别人逆来顺受。她不像是世上伟大爱情故事中的女主角，然而她却有着相当于此的举动。世人看到的是她的种种劣势，告诉她对生活不要有太多奢望。然而简·爱不听这一套，她拒绝接受世人给予她的卑微地位。她要求世人接受她的本来面目：她可能微不足道，但却是自己命运的主宰；她也许不漂亮，却值得他人爱。夏洛特·勃朗蒂（1816—1855）是英国最伟大的小说家之一。她在英格兰北部约克郡的生活本身狭窄有限，然而其小说充满激情与想像，享誉世界。■1TheredroomWecouldnotgoforawalkthatafternoon．Therewassuchafreezingcoldwind，andsuchheavyrain，thatweallstayedindoors．Iwasgladofit．Ineverlikedlongwalks，especiallyinwinter．Iusedtohatecominghomewhenitwasalmostdark，withice-coldfingersandtoes，feelingmiserablebccauseBessie，thenursemaid，wasalwaysscoldingme．AllthetimeIknewIwasdifferentfrommycousins，Eliza，JohnandGeorgianaReed．Theyweretallerandstrongerthanme，andtheywereloved．Thesethreeusuallyspenttheirtimecryingandquarrelling，buttodaytheyweresittingquietlyaroundtheirmotherinthesitting-room．Iwantedtojointhefamilycircle，butMrsReed，myaunt，refusedBessiehadcomplaintedaboutme．'No，I'msorry，Jane．UntilIhearfromBessie，orseeformyself，thatyouarereallytryingtobehavebetter，youcannotbetreatedasagood，happychild，likemychildren．''WhatdoesBessiesayIhavedone？'Iasked．'Jane，itisnotpolitetoquestionmeinthatway．Ifyoucannotspeakpleasantly，bequiet．'Icreptoutofthesitting-roomandintothesmallroomnextdoor，whereIchoseabookfullofpicturesfromthebookcase．Iclimbedontothewindow-seatanddrewthecurtains，sothatIwascompletelyhidden．Isatthereforawhile．SometimesIlookedoutofthewindowatthegreyNovemberafternoon，andsawtherainpouringdownontheleaflessgarden．ButmostofthetimeIstudiedthebookandstared，fascinated，atthepictures．Lostintheworldofimagination，Iforgotmysad，lonelyexistenceforawhile，andwashappy，Iwasonlyafraidthatmysecrethiding-placemightbediscovered．Suddenlythedooroftheroomopened．JohnReedrushedin．'Whereareyou，rat？'heshouted．Hedidnotseemebehindthecurtain．'Eliza！Georgy！Janeisn'there！TellMammashe'srunoutintotherain—whatabadanimalsheis！''HowluckyIdrewthecurtain，'Ithought．Hewouldneverhavefoundme，becausehewasnotveryintelligent．ButElizaguessedatoncewhereIwas．'She'sinthewindow-seat，John，'shecalledfromthesitting-room．SoIcameoutimmediately，asIdidnotwanthimtopullmeout．'Whatdoyouwant？'Iaskedhim．'Say，“Whatdoyouwant，MasterReed”，'heanswered，sittinginanarmchair．'Iwantyoutocomehere．'JohnReedwasfourteenandIwasonlyten．Hewaslargeandratherfat．Heusuallyatetoomuchatmeals，whichmadehimill．Heshouldhavebeenatboardingschool，buthismother，wholovedhimverymuch，hadbroughthimhomeforamonthortwo，becauseshethoughthishealthwasdelicate．Johndidnotlovehismotherorhissister，andhehatedmeHebulliedandpunishedme，nottwoorthreetimesaweek，notonceortwiceaday，butallthetime．Mywholebodytrembledwhenhecamenear．Sometimeshehitme，sometimeshejustthreatenedme，andIlivedinterriblefearofhim．Ihadnoideaabouthowtostophim．Theservantsdidnotwanttooffendtheiryoungmaster，andMrsReedcouldseenofaultinherdearboy．SoIobeyedJohn'sorderandapproachedhisarmchair，thinkinghowveryuglyhisfacewas．PerhapsheunderstoodwhatIwasthinking，forhehitmehardontheface．'ThatisforyourrudenesstoMammajustnow，'hesaid，'andforyourwickednessinhiding，andforlookingatmelikethat，yourat！'IwassousedtohisbullyingthatIneverthoughtofhittinghimback．'Whatwereyoudoingbehindthatcurtain？'heasked．'Iwasreading，'Ianswered．'Showmethebook．'Igaveittohim．'Youhavenorighttotakeourbooks，'hecontinued．'Youhavenomoneyandyourfatherleftyornone．Yououghttobeginthestreets，notlivehereincomfortwithagentleman'sfamily．Aayway，allthesebooksaremine，andsoisthewholehouse，orwillbeinafewyears'time．I'llteachyounottoborrowmybooksagain．'Heliftedtheheavybookandthrewithardatme．IthitmeandIfell，cuttingmyheadonthedoor．Iwasingreatpain，andsuddenlyforthefirsttimeinmylife，IforgotmyfearofJohnReed．'Youwicked，cruelboy！'Icried．'Youareabully！Youareasbadasamurderer！''What！What！'hecried．'Didshesaythattome？Didyouhear，ElizaandGeorgiana？I'lltellMamma，butfirst…'Herushedtoattackme，butnowhewasfightingwithadesperategirl．Ireallysawhimasawickedmurderer．Ifeltthebloodrunningdownmyface，andthepaingavemestrength．IfoughtbackashardasIcould．Myresistancesurprisedhim，andheshoutedforhelp．HissistersranforMrsReed，whocalledhermaid，MissAbbott，andBessie．TheypulledusapartandIheardthemsay，'Whatawickedgirl！SheattackedMasterJohn！'MrsReedsaidcalmly，'Takeherawaytotheredroomandlockherinthere．'AndsoIwascarriedupstairs，armswavingandlegskicking．Assoonaswearrivedintheredroom，Ibecamequietagain，andthetwoservantsbothstartedscoldingme．'Really，MissEyre，'saidMissAbbott，'howcouldyouhithim？He'syouryoungmaster！''Howcanhebemymaster？Iamnotaservant！'Icried．'No，MissEyre，youarelessthanaservant，becauseyoudonotwork，repliedMissAbbott．Theybothlookedatmeasiftheystronglydisapprovedofme．'Youshouldremember，miss，'saidBessie，'thatyourauntpaysforyourfoodandclothes，andyoushouldbegrateful．Youhavenootherrelationsorfriends．'AllmyshortlifeIhadbeentoldthis，andIhadnoanswertoit．Istayedsilent，listeningtothesepainfulreminders．'Andifyouareangryandrude，MrsReedmaysendyouaway，'addedBessie．'Anyway，'saidMissAbbott，'Godwillpunishyou，JaneEyre，foryourwickedheart．PraytoGod，andsayyou'resorry．'Theylefttheroom，lockingthedoorcarefullybehindthem．Theredroomwasac